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12:53am: Anime TCG!
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2:31am: Teevee TCG!
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8:45pm: backlogs
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9:16pm: mastered decks
( mastered decks )

12:34am: rar
loltest.

5:17pm: XD!!1
Read this thing my friend Roger wrote for Civics, cause it's funny.

We had to write out the steps to make notebook paper because it relates somehow to economics which we're studying soon, and here's what he put..

( CLICK. NOW. )

:D

Cross-posted to DJ, cause it's just that awesome.

10:08pm: ..!!!111!! =)
I MADE IT!!1

Polo Park Idol Round 2, here I come!1 X)

12:08am: KINGDOM HEARTS II LOL =))))
IT'S OUT!!!11

And.. so is the new HM game, I think? Yay :D

9:17pm: =)
So yay.. Jasmine is coming over tomorrow.. I hope..

I'm using deadjournal again! And DeviantArt!

http://13131.deviantart.com

http://www.deadjournal.com/~mayuchan

Uhh.. that's all :D Yay!

2:24am: I try to be perfect, but sometimes I just don't measure up. (Hehe, a short joke)
Cross-posted to my DJ.

Okay, this is regarding to the thing I was so ranty over a few hours ago, got over, got back into, and now typing about again.

My mom calls me a bad person for wanting so many things, but this is compared to the Chinese population. What about compared to the majority of the U.S.? The white people? Academically in my grade level compared to them I'm an overachiever, but my posessions compared to them are simply middle-class.

And also, some of my things compared to other Chinese in the area are small as well. For example: I used to take Chinese school here, got really bored and dropped out, started taking it again, then dropped out again. The second time I took it back up, all of the 6th graders (I'm a 7th grader, but you should all know that) had cell phones. I think even some of the 5th graders had one, and I was pretty much the only one in my class, excluding Jessie, who didn't have a cellphone. When I asked .. Felicia I think? why she had a cell phone, she said, "Because we're 6th graders, duh?"

I still don't have a cell phone of my own. We have a T-mobile cell phone, but that's a family cell phone and we all share it. Almost all of the people here at PPMS have their own cell phone too, so I'm kinda left out. Which sucks.

Okay, I admit it, I can be pretty selfish sometimes. When my brother gets something, I always take up the chance to whine for a new manga so I can catch up on Chrno Crusade or FMA or Furuba or Alice 19th. :P But compared to the other people I associate with, I don't get very many new things at all. Take a look at the Abercrombie or Aeropostale clothing that almost everyone wears; the t-shirts alone are probably at least $20 apiece. Most of my clothes only cost around $5-$10, the only expensive t-shirts I have are my FMA and Fruits Basket t-shirts. (I have 2 from Hot Topic, $18 or so each.) My mom was talking about how expensive my clothes were (when I got a verbal beating tonight, hehe) and how many t-shirts she could buy for $20, when in actuality I only have 2 t-shirts that I bought for that price. (The newer FMA t-shirt I have Justine bought for me at Megacon; I'm drawing a picture for her in return.) The rest of my clothes cost the same as hers and my dad's.

When I told my friends online about this, they all went, "Nooo, she must have it wrong, you're not selfish or a bad person at all." I think the reason that I seem horrible to my mum in real life is cause I direct most of my positive energy toward my friends online and at school (most of the time). It sounds silly, but there was a time (and I still do) that I believed H.E. (My bestestest friend and crack RP buddy, wh00t! :DD) prevented me from getting depressed. And it was true, in a sense. Anyway, because I direct all of these "good vibes" toward my online friends and my real life friends, all of the negative energy gets directed toward my family. (Hey, it has to go somewhere.) So, in short, nice to friends = mean to family.

But that doesn't mean I couldn't be a bit nicer, like waking up tomorrow morning at 7:55 just to make breakfast for my mom and my little brother. In fact, I was okanning to do that, but I think I'd fall asleep at the stove. No matter, I'm going to try. The thing about this is, I have no motivation to actually wash the dishes or do chores since I grew up not having to do any of this stuff. Not even money can sway me, which really sucks because my mom will get even madder at me for not doing any work around the house. :P

Not to get completely off-topic here, but does anyone remember when I went berserk over the whole Zaxior thing? I know Trinity (Sawk) does, and probably Gato too.
Anyway, it was when I let Trinity play on my neopets account. She transferred Zaxior (my draik, who I luffed very much <3) to her neopets account, which she then transferred to her friend's account. I was fine with this, cause I still had possession and rights over Zaxior. Now, things were fine for a while, but then one day after coming home from art, she tells me she has bad news and told me that her friend sold Zaxior for a large sum of NP to a stranger. She tried to cheer me up by telling me that the new owner was a good RPer, but I pretty much went berserk over it and ranted about it in my LJ a few times, plus neomailed the new owner about it. I never got a response. I'm almost completely over it now, but I can never get completely over anything.

Now, I was a good citizen of Neopia. In the old days with the plain text forums and stuff (a year before avatars were even released and the forums got an overhaul) I hung out at the Fan Clubs forum, being a GCer (General Chat) before that. I was pretty wealthy (200k.. well, maybe I wasn't THAT well off) back then and I used to throw out random gifts to people if I saw something I could afford on their profile thingy.. I remember giving out an angel chia plushie and a white weewoo, and probably a lot of other stuff too that I can't remember right now.

Giving away so much stuff, I think it was a bit unfair to have my draik sold without my permission. Of course, they could say that the draik was rightfully theirs cause it was on their account, blah, blah, blah. But I did get rights to Zaxior even if it was transferred to another account, and that made me get really depressed/obsessive when I heard the news. I do like giving away gifts, but when it comes to the one thing that meant most to me on the whole site, I don't think I could ever give it up. Same with my possessions in real life, such as my beloved Pikachu doll which my dad bought for me in 1st grade, (7 years old now!) and also my Legend of the Tale.

Does that make me a selfish person? I really don't know. I think I completely got off the thing I was talking about before, and now I can't remember what I was talking about at all. It's fun to ramble though, so yay :P

I think it is a bit unfair to call me selfish after giving away so much stuff on Neopets, and also helping people on many MMORPGs I have played, may it be helping a couple on RO get another diamond ring so they can marry, or pointing someone in the right direction on MS. But maybe I am being selfish by ranting so much about this and trying to change other peoples' minds, when I should really be doing unselfish deeds in real life as well as online.

This is completely off topic, but whatever. If I was a homunculus, which of the 7 sins do you think I would be? I think I would be a little bit of everything, with a layer of niceness to cover it all up.

Any thoughts? Comments? Opinions?

(This was a REALLY long entry <_< FEAR!) AND ALSO, ED IS SHORT! Ed: I'm going to kill you some day, Kimi. <_< <3

1:15am: .__.
The ending of the last episode was crap..

( *cries* )

.__.

8:49pm: WROAAAARRRRR
I need to update more.

http://13131.deviantart.com

=))))

11:00pm: YOUTUBE?! MADNESS!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y4C2kbqTbms

Amish Paradise - Weird Al Yankovic. Enjoy.

4:44pm: HECK YES SCHOOL WAS FUN TODAY
Okay. So, this morning, Megan and Briana said something to Jake and he went to stand out in the middle of the street. He moved when a big-ass gardening truck was about to enter the lane though. xD

Um.. From Civics to Chorus was pretty routine, but we watched March of the Penguins in Math. <3

Science was the BEST. We had a sub (Mr. Swanlurd or whatever) and it was awesome, since he made Jeff sit behind me and Mitchell sit next to me. Jeff and Kevin were throwing bits of Kevin's backpack at Juan and I, and Kyle was being retarded as usual. So I was cracking up, Jeff and Kevin were throwing stuff at me (I threw them back at them) and Mitchell was cracking up too. It was fun :3

And.. That's all. Yay. :D

6:42am: What the hell? XD
Okay, I woke up at 6:00 AM.

Somehow I managed to conk out pretty early last night and even forgot to get my sketchbook from the living room and take a shower. The shower's done now, but I'm going to get my sketchbook later.

And I can't remember anything after Reno 911. D: I have reason to believe that my instiramen was drugged. XD

10:59pm: :BB
New icon, wh00t~

Stolen from Halfling Elf. H.E. love~ xD

Um.. Nothing new, really, except my mom bought me a black layered skirt thingy with lace on it. (Did I mention I love those skirts? I love my mommy ;_;)

And.. Started an art shop on Gaia a few days ago, but no business yet. :P Oh well.

Must also think of a comic idea.. I want to make a fancomic for Ragnarok Wisdom (still) but I have like, no funny ideas. <_< So blah. Anyway, that's all for now :3 Must patch RO, but it's being dumb. << Oh! I also got a bunch of sheet music for FF and Kingdom Hearts, and I'm learning to play Rydia's Theme/Aeris's theme/To Zanarkand right now. I'm the best at To Zanarkand. << (My fingers are too short ot reach some of the left hand chords on Aeris's theme.) So.. yay.

8:43pm: I have no regrets.
So.. V-day rolls around again and I'm still single. What a joke.

I was all emo this morning since everyone (even the ugly people, no offense) got a flowergram except for Jasmine, Kimberly, and I. (and a few other people, but almost every girl got a flowergram.) So.. that sucked. But I got high on candy, so I'm happy now. (Though still blah about the flower thing..)

Umm. Have been sitting in Gonryun for an hour or two just talking to Lyoko (wtf). *shrug*

Boredooommmm.

Happy V-day, I guess?

And.

ALEX CHIAPPA (whatever, she's a girl [no duh]) IS REALLY GAAAYYYYYYY
...AND PERRY DIAMONDS OR WHATEVER HER LAST NAME IS

AND THE NEW RAGNAROK WISDOM IS REALLY FUNNNY

x3;

10:23pm: H.E. ROCKS. TOTALLY.
Squeedoodles: MOZART WAS A MUSIC DUDE THAT MADE MUSIC AND DIED YOUNG AND CRAZY AND WAS SO POOR HE DIDN'T EVEN GET A PROPER GRAVE. AND NOW WE WORSHIP HIM. THE END.

WHOO!

9:48pm: OMIGOSH
BRAVEDART WAS FUN.

We got these foam darts and were trying to shoot the people on the other team and stuff.
The room was set up like a maze, and it was all dark except for our glowsticks and some really faint lights from above.
Thye also had some nice actiony music in the background.

I was on the orange team.
It was AWESOME.
We were stationed at one fort and the other was on the opposite side of the room. There were tons of obstacles and darts everywhere.

Guarded the fort a few times, but went on a suicide dash to the other fort one or two times.
Super fun. <3333

We won the game a few times, but they did too.
While we were taking a break from the game, we played Xbox and foosball and pool, and ate junk food. X3

Soooo fuuunnnnn... ;_;

And Jeff is joining WolfRO!
Joy!

WHEEEEEEEEE

6:46pm: Yum.
Blueberry waffles are yummy.

Also,

EDWARDxWINRY IS REALLY GAY ARGH =(

Man, I hate that pairing.

Kaaaay, I need to post more.

5:38pm: I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
But perfection is a flaw in itself.

WHAT'S UP, KIMI?

Got to work on the raspberry today, yay. So I missed a day of AvB (aggressors, violence, and bystanders). To draw a freaking raspberry. Fun.

Alper was making emo jokes today in Language, because Jasmine and I (TAKE THAT, GRAMMAR NAZIS) were talking about a book, The City of Ember.

Alper: Hey Mitchell, Jasmine wants to be emo!
Alper: Now Jasmine, show me your wrists . . .

OH. Speaking of The City of Ember, I just read the sequel to it, The People of Sparks. O: Awesome.
I made a big scene yesterday in the library about it too.

Moi: JASMINE! LOOK! *waves books* THEY HAVE THE CITY OF EMBER AND THE SEQUEL! OMGZzzzZZZzzzzz
People: *stare* D:

And.. Crap.

Nothing to talk about.

I'M A NERD OHNOEZ

*die*

4:58pm: I now declare myself AWESOME
Oh my gosh. My school has Megatokyo bookmarks. MEGATOKYO!

Awesome.

You all will die laughing at this, I bet.

<3

12:59pm: This is random!
Yay! Random!

Snatched this from H.E. I loff it so much. xD

( The 10 Rules! )

10:25am: THERE IS A GOD!
JEEZ, WHAT'RE YOU SO WORKED UP ABOUT?

I'm going to the fair tonight.

Victoria's coming down on Wednesday and Sunday! :D Yaaay!

9:58am: qweeeee
Excuse that angsty entry I made 2 entries ago. :D

Anyway. Ragnarok is still down and I'm so bored.
Gato an' I are making Ragnarok Wisdom a guest comic because it's great. It just is.
Awesome RO humor, and you don't even have to play to get some of the jokes. :D
Also, the owner of the webcomic is pretty much worked to death from college and all that other stuff, so we're giving him a bit of a break by making this for him. XD

Uh.. Patching MapleStory right now. I need something to cure me of my boredom.

Started a rewrite on the RIsky Safety story, still stuck on the prelude for now though. I'll post tidbits as I work on it.

SO KIMI, WHY THE HECK ARE YOU STARTING TO POST AGAIN AFTER  LONG HIATUS?

I'm totally bored. :( And I need something to do, pretty much. Other than updating my LotT (Mayu)'s journal ever so ofter and playing Ragnarok, there's pretty much nothing else for me to do. This sucks.

I need to revive my DA as well, but I haven't drawn anything worth posting in the past few months (A long, LONG time.)

Anyway, I expect I'll be on MS in the next hour or so, so whisper me on either Mayu or Gray (Probably Gray!) :D

Oh, how I love acolyte classes. Gray pwns, cause she can actually fight non-undeads though.

BUT SAFETY HAS TEH UBER BUFFS OMGHAX THAT MAKE EVERYONE GO BEOUM ON DA FLOOR

D:

I need to level my blacksmith too, huh.

WHY CAN'T WE CONTACT YOU TONIGHT?

I'll be at a Chinese New Year's fest from 4:00 to 11:00 PM. :D Full details tomorrow.

I -MIGHT- get to IM from the cellphone, but I'm not sure

OH SNAP!

I have a decision to make, I can either go to the fair with Victoria (<33) who is coming down from Jacksonville or I can go to the Chinese New Year's fest. Someone help me decide which one to go to, I want to go to both but unfortunately I can't. D: